Having a hard time


When is this going to get better? We’re 8 months in and feel like I’m just treading water. Actually it feels like drowning. Every day. Like my head just dips below the surface I gulp down water then pop back up, spit out the water take a breath and get dragged under again. Seems like I can’t get the hang of this. I don’t know how to keep baby girl happy one hour to the next. I don’t know how to keep doing this day in and day out. I’m madly in love with her and want to make her happy. Everything I try doesn’t help. Just lost.