I just feel so lost. My husband has been treating me like absolute garbage. I'm on CD61 with no sign of my period. I'm so sick of staring at negative test after negative test. I'm sick of staring and just thinking "Please be positive" I feel like I have nothing to live for anymore. I'm not in danger. Just losing all hope. Not seeing a reason to get out of bed. I just wanna sleep all the time.

My heart feels like it's going to break all the time.

I'm just so done