My ex boyfriend cheated on me and contracted herpes and never said anything to me. We decided to try anal for the first time in August last year. That’s how I got herpes. In my ass. I’ve since broken up with him and have a new and wonderful boyfriend and am on crazy expensive medication so I don’t transfer the infection to him. The problem is that inside my ass there are still lesions that won’t heal. I cry every time I have to poo. I’ve had every exam done, I don’t have HIV or anything else that could keep myself from healing. I don’t really know what to do. If anyone has any tips, that’d be great.