My husband has been gone my whole pregnancy and has missed everything from my growing belly to our baby girls frist ultrasound first kick and her first big rolling movement. He even might be missing her birth!

Through all this he has been so supportive and attentive in a away that he can be so far away! It's now getting to be that time that final count down day's. I'm so so very excited to give birth to our little girl and kiss and hold those little hands and feet I've been kicked and punched with! And I'm so excited for my husband to come home! I just can't wait to see him hold her and kiss her.

These last few weeks have been the hardest for me because even though I know that this is all coming so soon! I can't help but to feel like it's taking forever! I'm just to excited and feel depressed that the day isn't here yet! I know it sounds silly but I wake up and just want the day to be over already.... And I don't feel like eating anymore because of all these emotions. That's not a good feeling. Taking this one day at a time as always and trying to relax! And trying to eat!

Maybe I need some helpful ideas to make these last weeks easier for me.........