First of all I just need to brag about my husband. For Valentine’s Day he sent got Tyler Lockett (one of my favorite players for the Seattle Seahawks) to record a personalized video for me saying Happy Valentines Day. Joe told him about the miscarriage and Tyler offered his support and his own words of encouragement. It was so obvious that Joe said how much I mean to him and I was just crying the whole time I watched it. I’m such a lucky girl and love that guy so much.

Yesterday I got my HCG results and I’m still at an 8.6. Since it’s over 5 they don’t want me doing to femara or trigger this cycle, so we’re on our own. I’ll still do OPKs and we’ll try but I don’t have a lot of faith in this cycle so far.

AF has been weird af. I had 2 days that were more than spotting but not a typical period and then day 3 was so light I thought she was on her way out. I was proven SOOOOO wrong today. Heavy flow and cramps that are so bad I took tramadol and have had a heat pad on all night. I typically have pretty light periods and little to no cramps or other symptoms so I’m really hoping this is just first cycle post miscarriage and not my new normal. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽