Anxious

Well , I will try to explain my situation

I think me and my boyfriend we are both anxious about love and insecure about it ...

How to deal with it

Or it is just my emotional stupid reactions ...

I know I grow up with no father or grandfather because both end up with other women’s

I had a bad childhood to trust people or be happy with other people , I’m always scared , my feelings are numb , and I barely can feel safe with anyone ...

But at the same time I’m very sensitive person and very nice when I love someone I just love them and give them. All my love because due to the lack of love I had in my life

My bf is little bit different and similar he doesn’t show emotions but deep down I feel he loves me other wise he won’t be with someone insecure like me

But still my brain can’t stop wondering all over the place and it hurts

Everything , I wish I could be normal to deal with this feelings

Any tips help would be appreciated