Today I had blood and cramps going to the hospital after just naming all three of my babies I lost him I’m still morning and it’s hard to think god choose this from me I still have my other two but I’m still worried I keep looking at my belly crying as my bf holds me telling me everything will okay,he’s in a better place, he’s safe.I knew finding out I’m having triplets I would be challenged during and after my pregnancy I still glad Sienna and Gavin made it but I’m going to miss you Noah Gabriel (I’m not saying my last name) i love you 2.16.19

I still wanted a picture of him but my baby is gone and I’m going to stay silent for awhile 💔💔💔