we've been together for a year and half. those were my best and worst hears with you. I love you so much but I had to say that I don't trust you out of spite.. and here u are believing me when I told u it wasn't true. I've felt like we've been Separating for a bit now. I don't wanna let you go. I never wanna let you go. but it feels like I have to. my best friend sees things I don't about you. I see the good loving boyfriend that hugs me from behind and kisses me... but she sees the guy who treats me like shit and never shows me off or writes me paragraphs. for the past few days you don't ever wanna talk to me.. u leave me on read and I feel so bad and I hate myself bc I hurt you. but u hurt me.you cheated. I wanted you back so bad and I still do.. you say you love me still and I have the biggest feeling you're lying. just tell me the truth.. yes we've been through so much together. but part of is starting to think that you're gonna end up leaving me for good... and I'm the newest member of the broken heart club. I fell alone even though I'm in a relationship... I just want you to know that I love you... even if the feeling isn't mutual... and now I have tear stains on my face and pillow.. but I refuse to let you go.....