I never knew I would even make it this far after 5 loses but I’m now almost 32 weeks. I said that I would never complain if I made it past 12 weeks but now that I’m this far labour is becoming a part of my daily worry. I had an easy birth with my first - she was born in her amniotic sac so it was a smooth labour with barley any pain - that’s until my placenta wouldn’t come out & I had my Dr pretty much way up in there scraping it out & giving me a needle in my leg & I was hemorrhaging - all with no pain meds 😩 I didn’t get to hold my girl until 4 hours after I gave birth so they could monitor me. My boy was a perfect birth (a lot more intense) but I still did it all natural. So now everything is starting to come back to me & I’m so worried on how this is going to go. I know I have no control over it but I LOVE to be in control & having plans lol am I the only one starting to dread what’s coming?