Dear Mamas of Glow,

I had my little girl Nov. 16 2019

I'm a full time mommy, college student, and balancing 2 jobs. Today it hit me that yesterday my baby hit 3 months. Time goes by so fast and she IS the light of my life. I'm a single mother just trying to make it by. Her father lied to me about pretty much anything you could think of, I feel really stupid. My mother had me @ 21. You could say that the story pretty much repeated itself. My father never wanted me, you could ALMOST say the same thing about her father.

I ended up getting adopted by my step-father, and my bio contacted me the other day knowing I was pregnant. I never want my daughter to go through what I did, but I can't force anyone to do anything. (Her father hasn't really even asked to see how she was until I asked him for diapers.)

I would really appreciate some advice.

I feel very rancorous towards him and, tbh, idk how to be the adult anymore. I've tried being civil with him, it boils over every now and then I'm just the real b. How do I get over such emotions?

I'm so overworked I don't know what it's like to even have a breathe of fresh air. She is the light of my life, but everytime she looks at me I see him. Any advice

I'm even failing at school, just trying to keep everything afloat.

Thanks lots