I’m so over it, I married my husband 6 years ago, if he wants sex yes sure let’s do it, but when I want sex all the excuses come to play, I’m so horny 😈

I had in mind a big night for him to celebrate his b-day and v-day but he turned me off, bc the excuse this time was “is too early to have sex”, really 😭 always some excuse, many times when I start to touch him, he said “let’s do it tomorrow”.

I have my toy but sometimes is not enough and I’m thinking always I need to beg to have sex with him, is awful.

Anybody going through the same situation? Any advise 🙃

***UPDATE: thank you for some of the msgs that understood that I’m not forcing him to have sex (not even close to rape). what I was trying to said is that he rejects me over and over when I want to have sex, even I tell him “I’m horny and I need your dick inside me” he laughs and keep like nothing, and it hurts. I suggested counseling many times but he said that he’s fine and doesn’t have a problem, but yes he has bc loves porn, knows the name of unnumerous actresses, is like really. He’s a good man in so many ways, but our sex life sucks and make me sad bc I love him 😭