What kind of father are you that dangles things in front of his kids then yanks it away just as they are taking it?

You claim to be all loving, all merciful, and just but I don't see it right now, I am more mad and hurt than I remember ever being.

You have been nothing but unfair to me, you are the biggest bully I know

Worship me, respect me, love me, do this and that and I'll do this and that ror you.

I'm done! You can do whatever you want God, you win.

I am tired of feeling unloved, unwanted, not good enough for anyone or anything.

What do you want from me?

I am beat, I am defeat, I have no more tears left in me to cry, I have no energy to keep fighting, I have lost all hope and faith of thing to come. You can keep everything I've prayed for to yourself! Keep it! I'm tired of waiting!