I don’t even know I am alive and here. I have no purpose. I don’t do anything good for anyone. I just burden those around me. I just make people mad and ruin things. I wake up, get ready, go to work at my barley part time, $8.00 an hour job and come home and do nothing. My husband doesn’t seem to want to even be around me anymore. My sister wants nothing to do with me. My mom and dad don’t talk to me. I don’t really have friends. It would be easier and better if I was just dead and 6 feet under being worm food. At least I would benefit something at that point.