It’s been 7 months of ups and downs with my ex. Whenever he gets mad at me, he has no problem calling me names and insulting me. My self worth has diminished and I’ve become insecure due to our relationship. I don’t like many things about the relationship, but I love many others. He ended things a few days ago and I know I don’t want the bad parts anymore, but I still have so many deep feelings for him and it’s not all bad. I’ve been doing my best to not text him. We have a bad habit of breaking things off and going back to each other. I’m not in love with him like I used to be, but I still have so much love for him. I know that we are no good for each other right now, so I should let him go. My heart hurts and I want to text him even though I know I shouldn’t. Any advice on how to keep my mind busy, rebuild myself, or maybe get over it a little faster would be much appreciated!