Scared...

Giovanna • 👶🏻👼🏻👼🏻💔🤰🏻🌈due 12/13/19!💕

Ok so I just found out I’m pregnant again after I just miscarried the Sunday before Christmas. I got pregnant my very first cycle after the miscarriage and I’m pretty lucky I’d say. However I am a total wreck and already super nervous and scared that I’m going to go through that again. I have PCOS and it took me two years to get pregnant with my 3yr old daughter. This last pregnancy only took a month and a half of trying and then unfortunately I lost the baby at 7 weeks. Now I literally just found out like two days ago and I’m testing every freaking day because they’re still faint lines but they’re there on every test I take and getting darker. I did take a digital yesterday and it said “not pregnant” but today I took two more regular tests and they’re darker than all the rest. Went to take another digital today also and go figure it gave me a error and didn’t work. Now I’m saving my last digital for the end of the week but honestly there isn’t any denying that I’m pregnant with every single other one coming up positive and I’ve tested with two other brands other then the digital clear blue. Any how I’m scared that I’m not going to have a sticky baby or that maybe it’s this chemical pregnancy I’ve heard about. Is it that easy to get pregnant right after your first cycle after a miscarriage? Has it happened to you? I’ve read that the chances of another miscarriage is like 2% but seeing everyone one here who have has multiple in a row really just freaks me out. I don’t think I could handle another one. How do you get through the nerves and anxiety for the next 8weeks?