I am so excited that we conceived so much faster than our first. I was so shocked to see the positive. I didn’t expect to already have so many mixed feelings being pregnant with my second. I knew I would always want another kid, but I feel so emotional about it.

I just know I’ll have another boy and that makes it harder. I just want to keep my boy the only boy. I hope this feeling goes away soon because I AM so happy to be pregnant. I just want to feel the same excitement I felt the first time. 😭😭😭