Confused

I don’t know if this should be in the health and lifestyle topic. But I just wanted to let out what I’m feeling. I’m really struggling mentally, physically and emotionally with what I want. As cliché as it my sound I’m really lost in what I want from my relationship and just all of a sudden I’m struggling to find myself. I’ve told my boyfriend that I need some space to clear my head and figure out somethings. I just don’t have the want to text him as much as we normally do with each other. It’s my first relationship (almost 20) and I think I’m just not in the right frame of mind for some reason. Deep down I feel like telling my boyfriend, I just need to work on myself and for us to take it slow. I’m just really confused and don’t know why I’m feeling this way.