Just need to vent:

I am so annoyed. I was hoping and praying this was my month for my rainbow baby!! I promised myself I wasn’t going to test until Thursday morning if AF didn’t come (AF is due tomorrow). I got some tests last night for Thursday and this morning I woke up with some light colored spotting. I have a pad on now because I fool myself into thinking it could be “implantation spotting” and I don’t want to use a tampon Incase it would interfere with anything, but this was what happened to me last month. So frustrated and upset. 😢