RANT!!

My boyfriend works away for 2 weeks then the 2 weeks he’s home he barely has time for me haha I’m 36 weeks pregnant all he does is make a mess come in late 7 pm expect me to cook his tea and do everything never offers to help. He has jobs to do around the house that I end up doing so he can do all of the selfish stuff for him self like building kennels out side for his dogs .... running about after his dad then the last day he has before he goes away is exactly the same not a care in the world - I’m just sick I want to be with him but what is the point when we never do anything at all maybe the odd meal out but then it’s interrupted by his friends calling him, cigarette breaks every 30 mins ! As he can’t even seem to stop smoking for the baby either says he is trying but shows no intentions at all. What is the point 🙄 makes me cringe when I see all these people going to the midwife apps with there partners but I suppose I’m obv just jealous coz I get nothing like that !