Finally feeling a little closer to baby

I had a misscarrage in August and pregnant now. I have been struggling with getting excited and being happy because of the fear of miscarrying again. I have felt like I'm not pregnant and cant connect to the baby. Yesterday we had the sequential screening for down syndrome and this happened!

Baby was upside down and the tech couldn't measure the neck like she needed to. She was pressing down and trying to get the baby to move and it head butted the tech when she was pressing down on it. I literally could not stop laughing! Then she was trying to get it to flip and she had taken the wand off to get more gel and the baby flipped onto it's back! It was covering its face and touching its nose, putting its hand in it mouth and moving all around! It brought such joy to my heart and my husbands. We were laughing at all the things it was doing! It was magical to see it move and headbutt and cover its face! It sucks that I cant feel it move to really feel connected but seeing it be so active mad me so happy and feel close to it! Just had to share.

Flipped upside down

When it flipped over to where she needed it