I feel like giving up🥺😢

Last night i got my period after being 4 days late, it brought some kind of hope, my boyfriend being positive af , rubbing my belly, talking to my belly, then before bed , BOOM , i go pee and wipe , just to see the blood, i came back into the room and just instantly started crying and my boyfriend hugged me and wiped my tears away and said stop being so negative you just seen a little bit , but this morning i wake up to more blood and cramping , I’m so sad , been TTC all together for 7 years now , i just feel like giving up already , i feel broken , like i don’t work, all i want is a family with the man i love and it hurts so bad !!! Ladies give me some hopeee 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭