Breasts are changing, again..

I don't know if this is the right place to post since it's regarding pregnancy loss but I wasn't sure if It's meant for the this group since it doesn't involve mourning. Anyways, I went from a 32C to a 28C after losing a bunch of weight (40 lbs) and I ended up hating the way my boobs looked since they had stretch marks and seemed deflated. In Sept 2018, I got pregnant. By the time I was 8 weeks along (even though i wasn't, mmc at 6 weeks) my boobs grew to a 28DD. They were sooo nice and full even though it hurt. I loved them. I was so confident with them. I took pictures and videos for my man, all of it. Now here I am, 2 months after taking the misoprotal and my boobs are back to prepregnancy size. They look gross. I can't bear to look down while we're in doggy position because they look like empty water balloons. He used to be able to grab them and hold onto them in that position and now he can hardly reach them. He says he loves them and I believe him as much as my insecurities let me, but things were different when they were bigger. They got a lot of attention from him and he'd always grab them but now it happens less and when it does, I hate it because they don't fill his hands. I always find myself asking him if he loves them and if he's sure he does. I try to talk to him about my insecurities but I try not to do it so often because I know confidence is sexy and I'm lacking that by 1000%. I truly just wanna feel sexy, again. I know I am, I just wanna feel it and believe it, again.

Thank you to anyone who read all of that. I just needed to get that out, but if anyone has any advice PLEASE feel free to comment. I'd really appreciate it 💛