Mental health is falling apart

I am getting so antsy about labor. I can see light at the end of the tunnel, every little ache or pain I question if it's time. I am so miserable, I feel so fat and ugly now... like my body is starting to fall apart. My husband starts a new job an hour away on Monday that is in the opposite direction of our hospital (which is another hour away) right when I hit 37 weeks. It gives me horrible anxiety.

I am on anxiety medication and I am starting to feel like it's not working now that I am reaching the end.

To top it off the days feel like when are getting longer, and each day I feel like I am becoming more depressed wanting her here now, even though she needs to cook a little longer.

The hormones pregnancy has given me are no joke.

Sorry about my venting session. Am I the only one?