False hope

This is what two years of pointless trying looks like. Two years of thinking "Maybe I am this time, maybe this time is different". Every negative is a little more heartbreaking than the last and every day I feel worse knowing I probably cant give my s.o. the baby he wants and deserves and the one I so desperately pray for. I feel that I was born to be a mommy but at this point I am ready to give up to save my own sanity... I guess I just dont know what to do, where to go, or how to FINALLY get pregnant😥

Sincerely, disappointed