I have been trying to get pregnant for a whole year and it happened today.

I learned a lot about myself this last year mostly that I turn crazy when it come to testing and that it hurts to see so many other be successful when you are not when trying to convince. I started to fall into a depression and symptom check when I knew my period was coming, I think I lost sight of the purpose of wanting to add another child to our family and just wanted to be pregnant already to prove that I was not broken. Stress and anxiety ate me up until I would go on drunken binges and that only made it worse. It was only when I decided to allow God to be number one in my life that I conceived. See he wants to be number one in our lives. I put getting pregnant before him. I started praying asking God for his blessing. He’s the one who give us these precious gifts to begin with. My husband started placing his hand on my womb and praying. I went to the alter at church and surrendered the whole situation to him. I asked for friends to pray for me about it. And I genuinely sought God everyday and didn’t stress about it anymore. That’s when without any symptoms I received a positive test. So don’t loose hope. He knows your heart and when you give it him he will bless you.