Continuously evolving

It’s funny how life is a continuous change. A little over a year ago, I would check this app every single day. I wanted to get pregnant with our second baby so desperately. I would sit for an hour and read in the TTC group. Flip through the cycle buddies. Check out faint lines for other ladies. pregnancy consumed my entire mind. I probably had $200 invested in pregnancy tests within a year. My husband and I separated in October of last year and it’s been extremely hard. But the past two months have honestly been the best of my life. I get to enjoy life with my 3 year old son and have set aside the idea of a growing family, for now. Once I stepped away from the situation, it was very apparent that I was always the only one fighting for it. Now I’m healthier than ever and present in the moments that matter. I guess I just wanted to reach out to any of you ladies that need to hear this and just say “hang in there!” This may not be the season that YOU want, but it’s always HIS season and God’s never finished. I encourage you to take all of this energy and drive you may have and shift some of it towards things that you have the power to help change or benefit yourself. Anyways, best of wishes to all!