So I'm diet controlled and trying to stay that way so I can do a water birth.. however it seems like no matter what I eat for my night snack I wake up with numbers over 95.. I'm at the point where I just wanna say screw it.. I'm fairly certain my dr is going to put me on medication although not sure what good it'll do since I'll be 36+6 at the next appointment.. I'll be almost done so why even bother at that point.. my Dr has already pointed out that my son is genetically big.. he doesn't think he's big because I have GD.. idk what more I can do at this point.