I’m not “happy enough” for him

I’ve been struggling with anxiety for pretty much my whole life and mild depression for the past year( mostly due to a crappy job). There are weeks when it seems to get better but then my husband gets mad that I’m “not the same” as when we got married and how it’s really irritating to him that I’m “just not happy enough”.

I try to be understanding but it’s really hurtful when he says these things. Especially when I feel like I’m actually doing better. We had another fight about it today. I’m now at the house by myself bc he went out with his mom. I don’t really have any friends to talk about things with and he just doesn’t understand. 😔