I feel like the biggest pos.

Me and my boyfriend were in the car because I was taking him to work. He kept putting his hand in my face playing around and I was telling him to stop repeatedly. He could tell I was getting aggravated because he kept laughing and doing it. I wasn’t doing anything back until I reach over and start flinging my hand trying to just tap him on his jacket to stop. I accidentally hit him right in the face and I feel like I’m just a toxic person. I’m 34 weeks pregnant and he has every right to be mad and leave me. I asked him if he wanted to talk to me until it was time for him to go in and we did, he told me to find my own way to pay for the rest of my baby shower on Saturday and that he was done with me. He then put the money back in my car and told me to stop texting him. I said “okay.. I’m so sorry. The money will be in your drawer.” And we haven’t spoken since. He’s at work of course but I still feel like shit. He has every right to leave.