Going back to work 😫

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I go back tomorrow and I’m so saaaaad!!!!!! My mother in law is watching him so I’m lucky to have her to assure he’s safe but I’m still sooooo sad that I don’t get to just wake up and enjoy his happy smiles until we’re both awake and ready for the day. It’s just going to be rushing around and then after work I worry I’ll be too tired to soak it in, plus I have an 11 year old I worry about neglecting...I know most moms work I’m just venting. I’ve worked since I was 15 is it so wrong to want to take a break!?!?!