I’ve been with my boyfriend for almost a year now, I love him I do.. but I don’t know if we’re right for each other. I grew up in a Christian family and was always taught sex needs to wait for marriage, I’m 28 now and lost my virginity to him a few months after we started dating. I waited such a long time, I thought he might have been the one and I gave in. My guilt towards it has been my own personal issue and I don’t hold it against him. However, as we continued to date, his passion and tenderness towards me has gone almost completely. I understand that stuff doesn’t stick around like it did when you first start dating but for it to seem almost non existent anymore? He says it’s because we’ve been arguing so much lately. Which we have.. he has no family he’s got very few friends and the time he spends with his friends is mostly online over vide games. Oh how I hate video games! Lol! So when I want to get together with family and friends he doesn’t want to join me, I don’t think nor do I want him to go everywhere with me but I do expect him to attend family get togethers without an attitude about it. I moved recently and he hardly even helped me, he complained when I asked him to help me paint. I’m clumsy, so I trip and sometimes even spill things lol when I do he flips out. There’s much more to it than just these few things and I’ve brought them all to his attention but he always tells me I’m being crazy or emotional or asks if I’m about to start my period 😑 he has sweet moments but it’s getting hard to see them passed the negative ones. I’ve tried breaking up with him a few times but he makes me feel so bad and tells me things will work out if we communicate better, so I don’t go through with it. I then communicate everything and then throws it in my face over and over that I tried breaking up with him so that’s why he’s acting like he is or says you’ll see how good i have it once he’s gone. Since he was my first, it’s difficult. I feel like I’ve failed myself or I feel like maybe I expect too much out of a relationship. Maybe I am being over dramatic, maybe he’s a duckweed, anyone have any advice? Nice words please lol