So for the past year my husband and I have lived with his parents and though I'm grateful to have a roof over my head I would 100% move anywhere else I've even considered living in my car but I don't want to leave my husband behind. I love him so much but he doesn't understand my mental illness and doesn't even try to understand. He doesn't make an effort to move either which makes it worse. My MIL puts so much stress on me I feel nauseous thinking about stepping foot in that door. She is so manipulative and my husband just takes it and lives like he's still a teenager in her house. We pay bills yet do choirs for them. We all work except for her and she still believes we are the only ones who should have to do anything around the house bc she's lazy. I hate my job yet would rather be there then in that house and find any excuse to leave. My husband hates me for having depression and anxiety I just know it. He says it "ruins" him.... I know he wants me to be okay but he doesn't try to help if anything he just gets mad at me. I work so much and still do everything for them and I can feel my already awful mental state deteriorate bc I'm stuck in this cycle.. can anyone relate at all? I hate constantly having either suicidal thoughts or just wanting to run away from everything.