Ok another situation I could use some support

Marylynn

So my cousin is 21 extremely unstable and just had a beautiful baby boy I’m so conflicted she need my help and wants me to be around but it hurts me so much as much as I would love to. E around and help but it kills me because I want a baby of my own her and baby daddy don’t get along they fight and it kills me she aborted her first baby and a few months later got pregnant again and within a year had baby number 2 I just don’t know what to do