Tomorrow is my husband's cousin's son's birthday party. We are somewhat close to his cousin, but not necessarily with her son. We really only see them at family events and he always runs off to play with the other kids, so we just don't see him too much. I highly doubt he even really knows who I am and would not miss me. The rest of the family probably would though.

We have been TTC for 2.5 years and I had a miscarriage exactly 2 years ago today. Last year, I did not go to the party because my husband's other cousin (sister of the boy's mom) was pregnant and I just couldn't deal with another event where she seeks me out to complain about her pregnancy. Now she has the baby and I'm debating on whether or not I should go tomorrow. On Christmas, she kept pushing her baby on me trying to get me to hold him. She actually walked up and just set him in my lap with no notice, along with her complaining about every little thing.

I want to go because it's family, but I just don't know how I will handle it.