I’m overreacting and idk how to stop🤦🏼‍♀️😓

Bailey

I love my boyfriend and I trust him with everything I have, but I’ve had such an emotional day and I don’t know how to feel. I have no one to talk to, my best friend doesn’t have her phone and my step sister and I have drifted apart. My boyfriend is going to a town 30 minutes away. I don’t know where he is staying and I’m assuming it’s some party he’s been talking about going to with his friends. I don’t like the people him and his friends hang out with and I just always feel like something bad is going to happen. Tonight when he told me he was going I just started crying and the worst part is I’m 4 hours away from home and with my family at a restaurant right now and going back to the hotel with them. I think it may be because I haven’t been able to smoke my juul and don’t have much nicotine in me as I usually get EMOTIONAL when I go without it for hours. He just didn’t tell me much about it and idk where he is staying, who he is going to be with, who is spending the night, what he is doing. I asked what he is doing and if he’s spending the night and he kinda ignored the what he is doing part and that he is “probably” spending the night. Idk I just need some reassurance or something I guess and someone to talk to. I need some advice and I’m lost. I know I’m overreacting but I’m sad and idk why and I feel bad but idk how to help it😓😪