I’m so sad..

I hate when they announce pregnancy.. my sister in law just announced her bestfriend is pregnant and she talks so cute about the ultrasound.. and then she tells me her other friend is pregnant omg I’m sooooo sad.. I want a baby already.. ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️ I always fake that I don’t want a baby at the moment.. but it kills me so much.. just with a fake smile.. 😭😭😭