Almost 3 years of being together and i still get excuses when i wanna fuck..

I can never initiate it cause i get shot down. The only thing i DON'T get shot down for, HEAD. Something i strongly enjoy doing to him, but upsets me that i could give him head and he'd get off and not take care of me.. which has happened constantly in the past 3 years. Yes we've talked about it. Its selfish. But it never changes. I just gotta deal with it. Then im told when i ask for sex that its not always about sex. Is it just me or are our men turning into fucking pussies....

You cant fuck me cause you did something to your foot?

Ive never seen a 28 year old man cry over his foot or his back or just not even be in the fucking mood. Unless he can get head and another free pass not to touch me. Hes gonna hate it when i dont fuckin want him anymore. I swear to god im about over this. Maybe im being a cunt. Maybe hes being a pussy. The world may never know at this point. But what yal do know is im bout to take it 😂😂😂😂🤷🤷🤷 jk

UPDATE: He asked me to get him a drink and is like i don't have anyone else to ask. Like all of a sudden your ankle is just gonna hurt so damn bad when you havent done shit to fuck it up. Oh come on. So my dumbass makes a ignorant comment because im pissed off. I said yeah sure cause i can do everything for you but you dont have to do shit to or for me. 🤔🤷💁

Then bam. Im a bitch. All i want is sex.

But on the inside im like

I got more where that came from. 🤔 So im in the kitchen getting his drink i said ill just do it myself like i have been every night this week.

He told me no sex for the day like i was gonna bother asking him for his dick so i could take the 10 minutes to ride it and get off? No thanks ill just go take the 15 mins it takes me and do it MYSELF. AGAIN. fuck it.

The best part, no clean up.

Im ranting ladies. Its okay. 🙄😂😊

I love him and im never leaving. Js. Hes just a dumbfuck sometimes.