Its rained here for 2 weeks straight and another 10 days of rain is in the forecast... I mop 2-3 times a day.. the mud is drying out my wood floors and is all over my sofas... I wash the dogs paws and tell my son to take off his rain boots but it's always finding it's way in.. I'm so ready to just gravel the whole back yard.. have raised flower beds and tell the ever so sensitive HOA to go fuck themselves.. it's been gloom for days.. my son has cabin fever... my depression AMD anxiety are flairing even with my b12 and prescription strength vitamin D.. I want warm and sun and gardening outside and fires in the firepit.. and drinking tea outside watching the sun set.. but no.. theres 2 inches of water in the yard... everything is muddy.. and with the rain my husband has been working 6 days a week 8-12 hour days... I havnt been alone or had any alone time in weeks and in burning out... but it annoys my husband and worries my son if I look or sound stressed... j just need to be alone, I need some sun, I need to see my therapist, and I need some self care... I'm tired and please for the love of everything stop raining..