Officially one day late and I’m so scared to test. I checked my cm earlier and a TINY drop of blood was there but it looked more like I scratched myself or something. I’m alone in the house today and just wanted to vent out even if no one reads this. I never knew how hard it would be to conceive and the thought of it always seemed so easy! ( when I was younger of course). Now with Opk’s and preseed and all this hope every single month and nothing is happening.. it’s very hard. I hope to God this is my month Bc there is nothing I want more than to start my own family.

I’ve been reading all these posts of women that have been trying for such a long time and I respect each and every one of you so much. It takes so much patience and hope that I never thought was possible.

Sending baby dust to all the ladies on here

Xoxo