I can feel happy for myself because I feel too guilty. I got pregnant on birth control but I am with a man in a very committed relationship. We live together with my two kids and his one. It is just not ideal given other situations.

My sister have been trying since August to have another but she also gave up on ovulation tests after three months and just says she knows her body which I support but I was TTC with my ex and it took several months of testing and tracking.

Anyway, she was not happy when I told her. She was angry. Not exactly at me but at the situation. My dads girlfriends 17 year old daughter just recently got pregnant on birth control and now me. She is angry that she isnt getting pregnant when we are. She then cried and I cried.

She has yet to call me back or talk to me since yesterday. We are real close. My daughter has her middle name as hers.

My family and his family are also going to judge.

I just do not know how I am suppose to be able to be happy.