Tell me I'm not crazy please..

So I believe in signs, I really do, but this to me just seems like I'm crazy a little bit. Anyways, on October 10th 2018, we had to put our sweet dog down due to kidney failure.. it was the hardest thing I've ever had to go through, and I remember everything like it happened yesterday. Well this little lady LOVED babies, she loved kittens, puppies, human babies, any baby she just loved. Well before we lost her we had been trying so hard for our rainbow baby, praying every night and having our friends pray for us.. we had lost hope.. then the day came to put her down, when she left I was heartbroken but I kept having dreams about her and a baby after that, I figured I was just dreaming that she was with our baby in heaven. Last month we found out we are pregnant with our rainbow! Beyond thrilled I joked with my boyfriend that it was Aleaka sending us a baby, I told him how if we found out our due date was October 10th, that I was going to cry.. well time comes for my first ultrasound (they do it early here) and baby is measuring small, the doctor said we conceived later than we thought and changed our due date. To October 10th. 2 more ultrasounds after that and baby is measuring right in track for October 10th..I'm not crazy for believing our dog sent us a baby right? I believe she saw the perfect baby for us and sent it our way, either that or our little girl really wanted to come back as our baby 😭😂

(Other crazy thing is that my boyfriends birthday is September 10th and mins is November 10th, I think our Aleaka knows what shes doing)

These 2 pictures were a week before we had to let her go, we were at the vet trying to figure out why she was so sick.. if only they had caught it in time..😭 (I wrapped my jacket around her because she was shivering)