Ladies,

Idk who to talk to about this....so thats why im posting it here because I feel like I just need to vent. And this seems like a safe place

My husband passed away less than a month ago and of all the wonderful things that I miss about him; his dick is definitely top 3.

You guys have to understand that for the past 12 years I had unlimited access to his manhood; and I have a high libido...so high that he couldn't keep up sometimes.

Masturbation just ain't cutting it because I miss those intimate kisses, and rough hands gripping on my thighs as he's pounding me. I miss sucking on him, bouncing on him, all of that.

I'm soooo not ready to move on but what can I do?