So I met a guy on tinder 3 months ago and we have been growing and just having the most amazing relationship. We connect so perfectly and we feel like we are made for each other.

So before I met him, I had just gotten out of an 8 year long marriage 13 month before. So when my ex husband and I (the who I married and 18 and was the second guy I ever slept with) split, I fell into the dark world of sleeping around. So in that 13 months I got around. Well when I met this guy, I knew he was special and everything stopped.

So fast forward back to yesterday, so we went on a mini road trip yesterday and of course we talked and had a great time. Well as we get closer to home, he asks me about my past again. (He had asked me when we met but I said all that ended like 6 months before we met) So I tell him the same then again. So I can tell that he really doesn't buy it. So I ask him if he has concerns and he says no but he really doesn't know if I've been 100 with him. So after a while I say okay you're right, I haven't. So we open the conversation. I tell him everything and he is totally fine with with what I did but he says that the fact that I lied to him is what he doesn't like and he leaves and says he'll talk to me later.....

No I'm sitting here with only 4 hours of sleep dying of heart break because I may have just lost a great guy.😭😭😭

UPDATE: I'm still waiting on a call. 😕 Need encouragement!!