I just needed to post on here for someone out there to read this. I’m going to be very brief and to the point.

Me and my ex were together for 7 years. We got a house together last April, I fell pregnant in July/August time and we lost the baby when I was 6 weeks pregnant.

He then proposed to me 3rd November & I found out I was pregnant again end of November.

3rd December he decides he isn’t happy, hasn’t been happy for a long so ends the relationship. I am obviously in bits, after getting engaged and then finding out I was pregnant again I couldn’t have been happier.

We have been split since, he has been very up and down with me. He will go up to a month without really speaking to me and not seeing me. He was coming to all of my appointments but was making me cry at them so I told him he could only come to scans.

I still love him with all my heart and can only hope that he comes to his senses one day and comes home. However there is a lot more to the story and he is very secretive of his phone when we are together eg - baby shopping etc.

Is there anyone out there that can give me any hope as to how this is ever going to work out? Will I actually be happy again? Will someone want me when I’m not even with the dad of my unborn baby? Honestly at my wits end with everything, wish I’d wake up one day and it was all a dream.