I was 6 weeks when I had to have emergency laparoscopic surgery to not only end my pregnancy, but to also save my life. I was devastated, it was our first pregnancy and we were so excited. Fast forward to today, two months later I find out some friends of ours is pregnant. They told us last night at a birthday event, the first event my husband and I have been too since everything happened in mid December. I am genuinely happy for them but I can’t help but to feel slighted. Of course that was the majority of the conversation last night but while I was wearing a BIG smile, I wanted to cry. I know it’s life and things we cannot explain happen and I also understand other friends will become pregnant and I will have to be the friend that I genuinely am, but how do I overcome the sadness? I’m currently in bed and want to be left alone. How can I deal with this? I truly thought I was overcoming the loss. I guess it’s still prevalent.