Hi ladies,

I’m a special education teacher and all this cycle I kept dreaming about a boy and wishing I was pregnant. I’m soo ready to be pregnant! We lost my dad around this time last year months before our wedding... and his mom about this time last year. I’ve been begging his mom and my dad in heaven to send us a baby.

I can feel my period is coming and have been so emotional and frustrated and heartbroken. I’m just Soo ready to be pregnant and want it so bad!’

Plus we will be the only ones out of his siblings to have a baby so everyone keeps asking. My husband doesn’t feel

The need to actively try yet and doesn’t understand my deep desire.

So... I have a feeling when my period arrives in a day or two I will be crying in secret in the bathroom.