So me and my husband met in Jan 2016 got married nov 2016 (I know kinda quick). But I learned that 3 months after we got married he had been cheating on me with his ex girlfriend and would watch porn for like 3 hours a night while I was asleep....

I was devastated. I wanted to leave at that point but I felt I couldn’t give up on a marriage that easily, even though in the back of my mind I knew if we were just dating I’d be gone.

So we tried to do couples counseling and it helped me a ton get deal with the sadness and my husband’s Infidelity.

A few months down the road, I caught him lying about where he was and what he was doing. He’d tell me he was at work and I’d catch him at the gym flirting with some hoes. I also found him hiding a lot of $ from me and using it for who the hell knows what.

I called him out on his shit and he promised to change.

We agreed we’d get tracking apps for each others phones so he couldn’t lie about where he was anymore.

The last 9 months I thought things were going great. We have been trying to get pregnant and going <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">fertility treatment</a> to do so and it has been emotionally exhausting for me. I thought things were good but then in November I got admitted to the hospital with pelvic inflammatory disease from a STD my husband gave me.. (yes I got tested after I found him cheating with his ex and I was clean) but there I am with an STD after he said he cleaned his act up.

I’ve gotten numb to everything now.

So I keep finding him lying about money, we never see each other anymore because all he does is plays video games and I’m sick of it.

He makes a lot more $ than I do, this being said I went out of my way and bought him a really nice box of chocolates for Valentine’s Day and some new shoes, and he goes to eat the chocolates a few days later and says “these taste like shit, gross.” And throws them away. I’m devastated.

He’s rude about everything. Tells me I need to loose weight all the time but all he does it eat junk food, he never tells me that I look pretty, and all he does is critic me.

I moved out of our home into my parents house 7 days ago, and he doesn’t even seem to care. He’s admitted he doesn’t want kids so he’s lied the whole time, and all he wants to do is watch porn and sleep. This last week he only worked 10 hours and he’s stayed home all week sleeping and watching porn.

I just don’t know what to do anymore. I know deep down he’s a great guy, but I just can’t even take it anymore. I’m worth more and I can’t keep doing this to myself. I’ve done nothing but support him and his businesses and I’ve gotten nothing out of it.

Help 😭