I feel mentally confused

Ella

I’m stuck.. I’ve broken up with my boyfriend of 2 years in May, I didn’t feel like I was getting enough attention and I felt like he wasn’t helping me feel better about myself.. so I broke it off and now I am stuck and I don’t know whether I miss the memories or him.. I couldn’t imagine re living what me and him went through together

Please don’t leave negative comments, can’t be dealing with that too, thank you