Another baby in the family that’s not mine..rant...

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Christina

My cousin just had her baby last night, we both started trying at the same time.

Although I’m happy for her and filled with joy that the baby is healthy and perfect, I can’t help but feel a certain way....sad? Jealous? I can’t explain it. She was able to get pregnant and have the baby and we are still trying. 😭

My husband called his mom today and she asked to talk to me (rare) only to ask me if I’m taking prenatal vitamins and to tell me she prays every day we get pregnant soon. (She has no idea our struggle.) 🙄🙄🙄

I just want it to be our turn. Ovulation week starts tomorrow, so trying to be stress free and clear minded.

Also this popped up for me when I did a quiz on fb. Sooooo here’s to hoping! 🤞🏽🤞🏽🤞🏽🤞🏽🤞🏽

Just a rant because I couldn’t hold it in and know some people can relate. Thanks for listening! 💜

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Me

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I understand that feeling. My best friend back home started ttc within the same week as me (we found out after). She was pregnant within a month and I wasn’t. I have that feeling though. Her daughter celebrates her first birthday next month and I’m still waiting.

Me

Me • Mar 10, 2019
I hope yours happens soon!!

Me

Me • Mar 10, 2019
I just got a BFP... but I’m so scared I can’t even enjoy it. My husband was in the doctors office to get infertility testing when i took a hpt on a whim too.

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Christina • Feb 25, 2019
It will happen for us! We just have to be patient and know that it’s all for a reason. 💜 It’s hard to do deal with in person but I’m so happy to have this app and thousands of people that understand 💜