I’m 17, I know I’m young and have my whole life ahead of me & have plenty of time to find “the one” but the person I wanted to be with & had feelings for doesn’t want to be with me & I can’t help but feel like shit & feel like no one will ever want to be with me & have thoughts about stupid things I did and think “who will ever want to be with you?” “No one will ever want to date you” “you’re too complicated” “No one will ever love you” “You won’t ever find love” just thoughts like that..😕. I hate myself, it’s all my fault. I made him lose interest

I wish he would’ve actually given me/ “us” a chance though.. people are capable of change. I wouldn’t act the way I did 😕 Sorry that I cared about you talking to other people.. I had feelings for you & that hurt... Sorry I cared about a text back, you were the only person I talked to & I liked talking to you & obviously liked you.. you took a whole day to text back rather then letting me know you were busy..

Idk I just hate myself tbh I ruined everything and feel like I won’t ever find love and that no one will ever want to be with me.. I’m a crazy bitch

I still want him & like him, I want to be over him already😒 I want to forget about him

I don’t even want to get attatched again, I don’t want to get hurt again, I don’t want to cry over someone again..😞